I just now realized i double posted.

I posted two similar things.  I still have the same mindset i just didn't realize i had already put it into words.  Posting these lately.  I don't know what it is about getting things out that helps me not be crazy about them.  I know if i were physically writing an inventory like i have been doing for my fourth step is you get to see things right in front of you and stuff just kind of comes out. Right now I've been up for about an hour and i usually wouldn't get up but i'm being productive today.  I told Nate that I wanted to get the parakeet and he actually used to have a blue one named ocean.  So he liked the idea of me getting a bird although he hasn't been to my apartment yet.  I have a feeling he has anxiety with people.  So that's my day.  Doing some service for people and being helpful later tonight. And going to buy my new bird bestie.  Oh and i gotta hit the gym.  I'll write about the bird and hopefully post some pictures later.  And i still gotta get caught up with star wars.  I got five movies to watch before next Thursday.