A little about me...

So in this one I decided to type a little bit about me. Let's start at the beginning my birthday is December 20th. As a kid my mom always told me that I would get my presents on Christmas. So for the most part I didn't get presents on my birthday. *I later found out a guy that has my same birthday got the same line from his parents* My mother and father separated when I was five and my step-father has been there since, so almost 24 years he's been there. I'm second youngest of 9 children. My oldest brother died when I was a baby and I never really got to know him but I've seen pictures and heard a few stories about him. 7 boys and 2 girls. I'm not really in with my older sister and a 2 of my older brothers but the rest of them are all good. I'm the only child one without children. Even my younger sister has 4 girls. I'm the only one of all 9 that actually graduated high school and went on to college and I will hopefully be going back soon. I'm very musically inclined and can play all woodwinds but bassoon *I don't like bass clef*, and a little bit of piano. I enjoy playing instruments very much. In high school I played in Band, Orchestra, Pit Orchestra, Jazz, a clarinet quartet, marching band, and pep band. I played a little in college but not much I actually joined colorguard and did flag and a little rifle. My first 2 years I learned flag, 3rd year became co-captain, 4th year captain, and 5th year instructor. In college I started as a business management major with a concentration in accounting (found out I didn't like it), then moved on to Theater with a concentration in Acting. Turns out I was actually good at acting but was always too scared to audition. Ended up leaving school and mostly worked a lot in customer service. So that's a lot of my personal background and let's go with likes and dislikes. Why... Why not? I like blueberry muffins but hate blueberry pancakes. I like to be outdoors but only for a short time. I tan very easy with being native american and love having the tan during the summer and get a strange olive tone during the winter. hmm.. I like stereotypical music.. Lady gaga, Madonna, Beyonce, and some other random stuff that I just enjoy, 3oh!3, fallout boy, panic at the disco. I love listening to classical music (but only if I've played it). I can watch sports but only if I'm there, I can't get into it on TV. I LOVE guitar hero but can only play it once in a while by myself but can play forever if I'm playing with someone. My favorite show in the world is charmed (not ashamed to admit that) and I DVR old episodes. I also watched an episode of glee and that seems cool. I'm a little scared of meeting new people but when I do I wanna make them my new best friends and want to hang out all the time. I'm a little clingy and have to restrain myself from not being like that. I feel out the situation. Which my clinginess gets in the way sometimes. I've been really good friends with people only to find out we don't have much in common. I've also had conversations with strangers only to find out we have a ton in common and some are still my friends today after years of friendship. My favorite movies are horror movies and I especially love zombie movies (more-so if they scare the crap out of me). I like people that don't completely agree with everything I think (I like a good argument). I'm a pretty confident guy but if I find a guy I like I turn into a little girl and blush at everything and can't stop smiling. Just about everything makes me laugh and I cling to people that are like that too. I feel bad if I see an animal that's been run over (not grossed out). My best friends can sit with me and we can laugh about the same things and have entire conversations without saying a word. I appreciate that I am fortunate but still sometimes see the dead tree in the beautiful forest. The only time I was in the presence of someone famous I found out I could care less. Noah Wylie. I have a major crush on Pete Wentz started solely on the fact that he mentioned in an interview a few years ago that he doesn't have a problem kissing guys. I find perfection in the imperfect. I thoroughly enjoy sunrises and sunsets. I mostly hate going to the beach and picnics (only if i have to sit on the ground). On most days I shower twice, once in the morning to wake me up and after work or in the middle of the afternoon. I HATE having nothing to do, I'd rather sleep or find something to do than do nothing. I HATE being idle. I'm still not completely sure I've ever been in love. I LOVE people watching and love it even more if I find someone to people watch that equally loves doing it too. I fall asleep at night thinking of sleeping next to someone but when I have slept in a bed next to someone can't sleep. There's only two people I could sleep comfortably next to and I'm sadly no longer friends with either of them. There's very few people I'm comfortable enough with to touch me. Smart I'm not sure of, I am intelligent but have more fun "playing the part" of the dumb blond. I know I sing badly in front of people but try to sing well when I'm alone or think no ones listening. "Who knows where thoughts come from.. they just appear." With that if anyone actually reads this from beginning to end at least comment and let me know. It's nice to find out I might be interesting enough to read a big giant paragraph about. I could probably go on forever but I'm going to get my car looked at in the morning and I have to get up early. Goodnight neverlanddd...