since @charsetter doesn't like me re-tweeting a bunch of things i'm gonna put it in one big blog.. Part I
-I have the simplest tastes. I am always satisfied with the best.
-Over the piano was printed a notice: Please do not shoot the pianist. He is doing his best.
-Appearance blinds, whereas words reveal.
-He is really not so ugly after all, provided, of course, that one shuts one's eyes, and does not look at him.
-It is better to have a permanent income than to be fascinating.
-Life imitates art far more than art imitates Life.
-No great artist ever sees things as they really are. If he did, he would cease to be an artist.
-Anybody can make history. Only a great man can write it.
-There is no sin except stupidity.
-To be good, according to the vulgar standard of goodness, is obviously quite easy. It merely requires a certain amount of sordid terror, a certain lack of imaginative thought, and a certain low passion for middle-class respectability.
-I can resist everything except temptation.
-Life is far too important a thing ever to talk seriously about it.
-My own business always bores me to death. I prefer other people's.
-Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Sunday, March 13, 2011
My Feelings are complete crap so what did I decide to do?? Blog...
Since the guy i last really dated I've been on 2 dates with one guy. My thought on this were.. I think I know what I want and turns out I didn't. Now this kid... and I mean almost literally.. he's 20.. He turned 20 the day after I turned 29.. So I go out with the kid.. And he's really gay.. like whoa gay. And well that's not my style at all. I want a man.. I want to date a man.. NO Effeminate males for me.. NONE!. But this kid was real pretty. Like real pretty and since finding out that i'm not sure I know what I want I decided in the dating game I'm going to leave no stone unturned. I should have left it the way it was..
I have a better understanding of what I'd like.. I think. I've been talking about this subject at great length with people and come up with the bottom line. or lines.. 1. I want what I can't have, 2. It's all in the chase, 3. I need to be the submissive side of the relationship. I don't want to be the submissive half.. I need it. If you talk to me about anything I'm pretty smart. I can have an intellectual conversation. But when it comes down to it. I look forward to "Let's go eat at ______." or "let's go to the movies tonight I wanna see ________" I need a dominant side. But like was pointed out to me when I stupidly once said I need to completed. It's not completeness I lack. Or fulfillment for that matter. I ask to remain teachable in all aspects of my life. I'm looking for the supplemental piece of my life.. I may not be 100 percent but it's not a person that'll make me 100 percent.. that'll just take work on my part. (BTW who knew I had so much to say.. totally didn't think this blog was gonna be this long..)
I don't want to blame anyone for my dating life, nor brush off the blame of hurting someone in that I have faults. I had/have no intention of hurting anyone especially the last guy i dated.. J. As I grow and change as a person what I want changes as well.
Right now... I'm so lost as to what is happening in my dating life. All I know is it will happen when it happens. One day at a time, one date at a time... On the road to finding Mr. Right I can still meet new people and have a little fun. The only thing I have to do is figure out how to be honest without hurting the other half. When it isn't working be honest with him and myself.
(HOMO MOMENT) quoted from Buffy: nothing but a rank, arrogant amateur..
Dear Mr. right, can't wait to see you.. I've been waiting a long time. Don't worry I'm still working out and will start running soon and i'll be nice and tan so should we find each other this summer.. that'd be rad. If not.. I'll still be waiting... ~Love Randy
I have a better understanding of what I'd like.. I think. I've been talking about this subject at great length with people and come up with the bottom line. or lines.. 1. I want what I can't have, 2. It's all in the chase, 3. I need to be the submissive side of the relationship. I don't want to be the submissive half.. I need it. If you talk to me about anything I'm pretty smart. I can have an intellectual conversation. But when it comes down to it. I look forward to "Let's go eat at ______." or "let's go to the movies tonight I wanna see ________" I need a dominant side. But like was pointed out to me when I stupidly once said I need to completed. It's not completeness I lack. Or fulfillment for that matter. I ask to remain teachable in all aspects of my life. I'm looking for the supplemental piece of my life.. I may not be 100 percent but it's not a person that'll make me 100 percent.. that'll just take work on my part. (BTW who knew I had so much to say.. totally didn't think this blog was gonna be this long..)
I don't want to blame anyone for my dating life, nor brush off the blame of hurting someone in that I have faults. I had/have no intention of hurting anyone especially the last guy i dated.. J. As I grow and change as a person what I want changes as well.
Right now... I'm so lost as to what is happening in my dating life. All I know is it will happen when it happens. One day at a time, one date at a time... On the road to finding Mr. Right I can still meet new people and have a little fun. The only thing I have to do is figure out how to be honest without hurting the other half. When it isn't working be honest with him and myself.
(HOMO MOMENT) quoted from Buffy: nothing but a rank, arrogant amateur..
Dear Mr. right, can't wait to see you.. I've been waiting a long time. Don't worry I'm still working out and will start running soon and i'll be nice and tan so should we find each other this summer.. that'd be rad. If not.. I'll still be waiting... ~Love Randy
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
My new phone.. new guy.. apps.. car.. apartment.. stop steering....
This is the most exciting thing happening in my life right now... My new phone.. The Optimus V.. Virgin mobile's second droid... I went to radio shack with someone before and the guy there told me that the other droid wasn't that great... I would have believed him if he didn't work on commission. So no more than a week later and as my tax return nears, virgin mobile released the newer droid and I bought it.
What do I do with it?? I download a bunch of apps i think i need and do I?? nope.. I download em play them or use them once then delete it.. But right now the best app that i've found to keep me thoroughly entertained since Twitter is "vampires live" it's kinda like mafia wars but with vampires.. It's a good time. The other one I get, like i don't complain about it enough, is the restaurant app.. And you set up food and let it go and blah blah blah.. Yup. it's like setting up my own little virtual restaurant.
I guess it could be worse if that's the most exciting thing going on in my life... I met a new guy and just my luck he lives in Boston and works for JetBlue.. His name is Jon and he's kinda cool. He's a year older than me and he's kinda fun to chill with.. For the next few weeks he'll be here for a day or two every week.. usually monday and tuesday..
Today though was international pancake day.. and from what I remembered about it last year, there were 10 servers on the floor and 8 cooks.. today we worked with 7 servers on the floor and 6 cooks.. I thought we were gonna die. Not only were we the only restaurant in the area and mostly well known but since last years international pancake day we were down two full restaurants as well. Today went smoothly.. Halfway through the shift one of the servers had to go home but it kind of coincided with the next server that was coming in so it all worked out. right around 1 when school was letting out there were kids showing up to get free pancakes and drink water. My tips went down to nothing but there were a few that still surprised me and left a few bucks... Made me feel better about the world... That some parents have enough sense to teach their children to tip when they go into a restaurant.. I've had to text my family and tell them how much to leave their servers when their waited on. I almost always leave an excellent tip when i go out.. The only controversy is when I go to a buffet.. How much to leave then..? Well I try to leave 3 per person if they never let the drinks empty and stay empty.. If my drink was empty and stayed that way for a considerable amount of time then it's a dollar per person.. If they were good about drinks and empty plates then totally 3.. 4 per person if they were friendly and talked to me. I guess I had a little more to talk about than I thought I did.
Oh and one last thing it's been brought to my attention that I should buy a new car... Do I want to?? yes.... My biggest problem is that I don't want it to mess with my financial security... What that means to you?? I can't buy all the fun things I like to buy on ebay.. That's it... Serious consideration is at hand.. Ok no not really. but I am trying to see how the budget will work with all of it.. taking ebay expenses out of the equation will I be able to handle rent, bills, phone, insurance, gas, and food, with summer coming up the bills will get lower.. plus i think we may be moving into a smaller apartment.. The one roommate I've lived with for 3 years now is kind of on the same wavelength too. We'll see in the next few months how this all pans out..
What do I do with it?? I download a bunch of apps i think i need and do I?? nope.. I download em play them or use them once then delete it.. But right now the best app that i've found to keep me thoroughly entertained since Twitter is "vampires live" it's kinda like mafia wars but with vampires.. It's a good time. The other one I get, like i don't complain about it enough, is the restaurant app.. And you set up food and let it go and blah blah blah.. Yup. it's like setting up my own little virtual restaurant.
I guess it could be worse if that's the most exciting thing going on in my life... I met a new guy and just my luck he lives in Boston and works for JetBlue.. His name is Jon and he's kinda cool. He's a year older than me and he's kinda fun to chill with.. For the next few weeks he'll be here for a day or two every week.. usually monday and tuesday..
Today though was international pancake day.. and from what I remembered about it last year, there were 10 servers on the floor and 8 cooks.. today we worked with 7 servers on the floor and 6 cooks.. I thought we were gonna die. Not only were we the only restaurant in the area and mostly well known but since last years international pancake day we were down two full restaurants as well. Today went smoothly.. Halfway through the shift one of the servers had to go home but it kind of coincided with the next server that was coming in so it all worked out. right around 1 when school was letting out there were kids showing up to get free pancakes and drink water. My tips went down to nothing but there were a few that still surprised me and left a few bucks... Made me feel better about the world... That some parents have enough sense to teach their children to tip when they go into a restaurant.. I've had to text my family and tell them how much to leave their servers when their waited on. I almost always leave an excellent tip when i go out.. The only controversy is when I go to a buffet.. How much to leave then..? Well I try to leave 3 per person if they never let the drinks empty and stay empty.. If my drink was empty and stayed that way for a considerable amount of time then it's a dollar per person.. If they were good about drinks and empty plates then totally 3.. 4 per person if they were friendly and talked to me. I guess I had a little more to talk about than I thought I did.
Oh and one last thing it's been brought to my attention that I should buy a new car... Do I want to?? yes.... My biggest problem is that I don't want it to mess with my financial security... What that means to you?? I can't buy all the fun things I like to buy on ebay.. That's it... Serious consideration is at hand.. Ok no not really. but I am trying to see how the budget will work with all of it.. taking ebay expenses out of the equation will I be able to handle rent, bills, phone, insurance, gas, and food, with summer coming up the bills will get lower.. plus i think we may be moving into a smaller apartment.. The one roommate I've lived with for 3 years now is kind of on the same wavelength too. We'll see in the next few months how this all pans out..
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